petang raya haji!

esok raya haji. tah la, kalau dapat ke mekah, buat haji... tentu seronok beraya di sana. moga2 ALLAH kurniakan kesempatan dan kemurahan rezeki untuk teman sekeluarga ke sana. eh, hari ni iklan online biasiswa master keluar kat web moe. shahrir rajin menolong carikan abstrak. hendaknya ALLAH permudahkan usaha teman nak meningkatkan ilmu dunia dan di masa sama mencari ruang mendalami ilmu akhirat.

pagi ni dapat news yang kurang menyenangkan la pulok... mana silapnya? hihi, boss teman macam kata salahnya kat teman juga sebab tak inform dia. ishk, teman dah sembang ngan syed, kami sepakat mengatakan calon rk tu milik ppd kinta selatan. so teman forward la ke sahabat; yusri. tetiba, during the meeting... ngan ks, nama teman naik, kata tu calon anak sedara teman. puhhh. naya nama kena jual... yang herannya, ada cerita2 pasal teman pulok yg keluar... tak tau le kalau yusri klentong tapi... rasanya dia tak gitu. so, persoalannya... mengapalah perkara kecik diperbesarkan? agaknya ada orang tak sedar... membodohkan orang lain, lambat laun akan berpatah balik ke diri sendiri...? teman berserah aje pada ALLAH. kalau teman bersalah, teman mohon ampun. moga diperkuatkan iman. tapi kalau sebaliknya, moga ALLAH limpahkan rahmatNYA kepada individu berkenaan... agar segera sedar serta menghargai kehidupan... jangan mudah singgung perasaan orang lain. wallahua'lam.

Cikgu oh Cikgu!

something is really bothering me today... never expect to hear that kind of comment from ex-student in smkjj. cikgu padli tu pemaleh! alamak, rupa2nya what were agreed during the class back in 2003-2005 now turned back bad to me... i feel so disturbed. during that time, puan rahimah asked me to let the six formers to use the "computer period" to do research, self-surfing and teach them on related field. it had been agreed by all classes to use the period for self-surfing. a number of student did ask me to teach them on web building, emails and etc. i did teach them. but when i heard one of them saying that i was a lazy one... really hard to swallow la. sampai hati. well, may ALLAH forgive all my wrong doings back to the days when i was a teacher in smkjj. to all ex-students of mine, really sorry for all mistakes and for being lazy to teach you all. i learnt a lesson, don't trust the kids 100%, they will one day turn their back to you! i just wish all these won't happen but it did. what to do? just face it la... nasib cikgu padli...

My Blog... Missed you!

ya salam... really a long time not being here. 10 months? wahh, if preganant, delivered already! well, many things happened. happy, sweet, sour, sad... major ones... pak long amat, pak long ramley, uwo dah tiada lagi kat muka bumi ni. can't remember the dates 4 pak longs tapi uwo... 19 november 2007. we're in melaka. hariz masuk jawi. lepas dia selesai khatan, tinggalkan kat umah kenit. rushed back 2 parit. sampai dah dekat midnight. bawak mak balik skali. lps sedekahkan yassin, teman bawak adik ngan mak balik ipoh. next morning bawak adik balik parit. first time bantu uruskan jenazah... even uwo bukan nenek teman yg ori tapi dah rasa cam nenek sendiri gak. dapat kucup dahi jenazah... sejuk je rasanya... then dapat solatkan sama2 kat umah uwo... juju punyalah sedih 'coz uwo sebut nama cucu kesayangannya during her final minutes... then naik van jenazah ramai2. bila jenazah almarhumah being laid kat dlm liang lahad... terasa sayu sangat... bayangkan kalau teman yang di tempat itu. anyhow, yang pergi tetap pergi... kita yang belum akan pasti menyusul. so, be prepared everyone! alfatihah untuk semua arwah dan semua muslimin dan muslimat...
ok, we'll continue later... with latest updates? haha, cam baguz... aghh, who cares... this blog is mine.. ikut suka la nak kata apa, ye tak?