Cikgu oh Cikgu!

something is really bothering me today... never expect to hear that kind of comment from ex-student in smkjj. cikgu padli tu pemaleh! alamak, rupa2nya what were agreed during the class back in 2003-2005 now turned back bad to me... i feel so disturbed. during that time, puan rahimah asked me to let the six formers to use the "computer period" to do research, self-surfing and teach them on related field. it had been agreed by all classes to use the period for self-surfing. a number of student did ask me to teach them on web building, emails and etc. i did teach them. but when i heard one of them saying that i was a lazy one... really hard to swallow la. sampai hati. well, may ALLAH forgive all my wrong doings back to the days when i was a teacher in smkjj. to all ex-students of mine, really sorry for all mistakes and for being lazy to teach you all. i learnt a lesson, don't trust the kids 100%, they will one day turn their back to you! i just wish all these won't happen but it did. what to do? just face it la... nasib cikgu padli...