Alhamdulillah. it has been a long time since my last update. not really bz but things kept me away from this area for sometime. how's life? as for me... being a teacher in smjk poi lam is quite ok la. still trying to get use with everything. only thing in some occasion, feel upset with my failure in educating the pupils to behave well. camana nak baik kalau they don't really understand my language! if only i can speak in their language...
let's leave that and move to other issues.
lately i am not feeling comfortable. this is very much related with my mother's condition. she has not feeling well for a cuple of weeks. only Allah knows how i wanted very much to pay her a visit everyday... but i can't afford. just being able to pray and ask Allah to assisst her. sian mak... how i wish she'd prefer to stay with us. Ya Allah, peliharakanlah mak, sejahtera dan bahagiakanlah mak...
regarding my future planning...
i dare not plan too advance now. hoping the letter will come sooner. but waiting is hurting me. tried sending sms to the person who called me before but nothing! believe in anything that Allah is giving must be the best for me... i am now tawakkaltualallah... may HE shows me the path to a happier life... now and then.
well, need to go.
will continue later.
wallahua'lam.
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